Save me, please

I am (physically) tired.

I woke up this morning with this dead weight on my body. It was if there was a heavy person lying ontop of me and I didn’t have the strenth to push that person off me so I could get up. My back and muscles were sore as hell too, as if I spent the previous night running or sweating it out at the gym instead of studying. Which is funny because I haven’t gotten any exercise since around last year. I don’t know how I did it, but somehow I was able to force myself to wake even though the temptation to cut PE was very strong. At PE I won 3 games and lost 4. I hate competing, and I hate losing even more. And there’s something about being in a roomful of girls that kind of annoys me. Why’d I have to pick this class anyway?

I should be studying for math now but I must have used up all my neurons last night because I can’t bring myself to focus. SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP is the only coherent thought running through my mind. There’s nothing more I want in the world than to obey and crawl under the covers. But I can’t cut Math and I won’t be able to get any rest till late tonight because after class I’m going to Kayelle’s house. Argh. I never thought I’d say this, but I envy my roommate very much. All she does is go to class, go to the dorm after class, watch TV for hours until she falls asleep, and then wake up late the next morning for her 12:30 class. If there was a day in the week where my first class was at noon, my life would be one step closer to perfect.

And I wish I could say that I can’t wait for the weekend so I could finally get some rest, but that’s not going to happen. Saturday I have to be up at 5:30 am, Sunday I’m helping my sister out with her film, and ontop of that, I have a paper and some other homework to do.

Monday–I am going to crash.

In other news, I logged onto my Friendster account for the first time in days and I have 56 new messages. All of them are from perverts, no doubt. Why do I even bother–important people don’t message anymore.