I don’t wanna work on my paper!!!
I should be working on the draft for my research paper, but I’m procrastinating as usual. Argh. I can never get my neurons to work properly when the sun is out. Night time is the time to work. Everyone’s asleep, the house is quiet, absolutely no distraction (If I’m at the dorm: everyone’s asleep, the blasted radio is quiet, and so is the other computer. But then that’s when the stupid construction guys start drilling up the curb. Assholes). Unfortunately my mom thinks that everything that goes wrong with my body happens because I fall asleep in the wee hours of the morning, and my dad is an insomniac and he doesn’t want me to become like him. So when I’m at home, I have to go to bed at a reasonable hour, like I’m still in grade school. And I have a 7:30 class tomorrow. So yeah. Now is the time to work on this shit. Just as soon as my brain wakes up.
Last night I was feeling kind of down because it’s Jason’s second to the last day in the Philippines and it’s weird how it feels like he’s been here for more than just three weeks but then it also feels like time flew by so quickly. I don’t want tomorrow to come. After he leaves, I won’t have a love life anymore. I won’t have anyone to kiss, and nobody will tell me I’m beautiful even though I know I’m not. It sucks. I probably won’t even have a dating life anymore because I’m too unconventional for the guys at my school to like. Or too quiet. Or something. But I don’t really care because there’s nobody at school I want to date anyway. Argh. Now I’m too depressed to work on my draft. Must…stop…thinking…about…Jason….
I think I’ll go run to Starbucks and get myself a caramel macchiato to wake me up.
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*pat pat* Jason’s departure is going to be difficult… *sniff* But… it does mean you’ll come here to visit him yea?
:heart:
I don’t even know about going to the States this summer, thanks to my stupid summer classes. I only have like, two weeks of vacation and I think my parents think that paying so much money for just two weeks in the States is not worth it.
*sniff*
hi
you don’t know me but anyway…
you’re in ateneo right? you don’t necessarily have to take your summer classes now unless your course really requires it.. you can defer and take it during the schoolyear so that you can leave for the states
that’s what my friend did — she took basic math so she had to take math12 in the summer but instead she took it during soph year i think… just an option
Well yeah, I could see about that. But the thing is, I want to get Math 12 over and done with already. Plus all my friends are taking Math 12 during the summer and I don’t want to be the only one I know taking it up during my sophomore year.