I’ve got a secret…
Guess what?! The elevator in my dorm finally, finally works! 
I’m in a specially cheerful mood today because for the first time ever, I sat through a math class without feeling like a consummate idiot. I was even able to answer stuff on the board, which is rare for me to do because I’m usually too self-conscious to recite in class. Last night’s group study at Kayelle’s friend’s house really helped a lot. I was there all evening, but it was fun and really worth it. I hope I do well in the diagnostic test tomorrow. I don’t want to take summer classes!
You know, I have a really bad feeling that a lot of the girls in my block like My Secret Crush as well. The giggly, prettier, more outgoing girls in my block. At the guidance test yesterday, they were teasing him in that coy way girls use when they flirt with guys. -_- Oh well. There’s really not much that I can do about that since My Secret Crush likes to sit at the back with the aforementioned girls, whereas I sit near the front like a geek. Fine. He can have them. At least I’ll get better grades than he will.
And at least there are still two other guys I’ve got my eye on. My Second Secret Crush is this very good-looking guy in my Filipino class who looks like a conyo snob with his rose-colored shades and tight-fitting shirts. Let me tell you that it surprised me very much to hear him speak Tagalog properly and to see that he didn’t get relegated to Filipino 10. I saw My Third Secret Crush at KFC today, the guy with unusual eyes that I have been checking out since ORSEM. Kim took the table right across his, and I damn near spilled gravy all over myself (not really, but whatever…that last statement makes a dramatic sentence). My blockmate Tina introduced me to My Third Secret Crush a couple of days ago, but since he is drop dead gorgeous I was very sure he would easily forget an ordinary-looking girl like myself. So I relinquished all hopes of forming a friendship with him. Charlie, however, said that she caught My Third Secret Crush giving me this, I-know-this-girl-from-somewhere look. I think she was just trying to make me feel better about the lack of action in my crush life.
Some people have been asking me whenever I talk about my crushes, “Well, what about Jason?” My loyalty lies with him, of course. I will never ever leave him for one of my Secret Crushes. But just because I have a boyfriend now doesn’t mean I have to stop eyeing guys who are waaaaaay out of my league. I mean, cut me some freaking slack! The fact that I’m in a coed institution crawling with cute guys finally sunk in! Suddenly, I’m seeing cute guys all over the place! How in the world was I able to survive the last twelve years of my life? Girls everywhere and not a single guy my age in sight, cute or otherwise?
I can’t wait for Filipino class tomorrow. Or the rest of my Filipino classes for the sem, and the rest of this year, for that matter. I know that it’s a shallow reason, but at least crushes make going to school something to look forward to.
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Don’t you wish you could be with your secret crushes though? No one should be out of your league…what makes you better than all the other girls? Their hair? Clothes? Makeup? Bodies? If you’ve watched “Felicity”, you’d know that even the geeky girls (not that you’re geeky!) can end up with the coolest guys
So stop putting yourself down! 
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Sorry
I meant to say what makes the other girls bette than you…you know what I mean!!!!! I’m meant to be saying a good thing about you here! 
Janice was right on the money. You shouldn’t look down on yourself. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. Your distinct & unique character distinguish you from those girls. Be proud and feel confident about yourself & I truly believe that not only you are beautiful on the outside but also on the inside. Ciao!!!
I don’t think there’s anything wrong with secret crushes. They’re fun. Enjoy them too. =DDD
And you are a GORGEOUS girl. Never put yourself down in such a way because guys (or at least the good ones) want girls with intelligence!
Well, what about Jason?
(sorry i could not resist)
:sigh:
hey man, I can totally relate.
I have my fair share of secret crushes too. 
“Felicity” isn’t real though.. but thanks.
Laur, do you have a Papu Marfori in any of your classes? He’s from AB EU… He’s my ’secret crush’…Nyek, malamang hindi na siya secret di ba?
cool site.. nice pic of ateneo! um.. you live in one burgundy? sira elavator dun..kahapon lang naayos.. ü
secret crushes are fun …
makes you feel all giggly and young again…wheeee!! :heart:
Nope, I don’t think I do.
I’d like to ask you if any of my secret crushes are in any of your classes, but I don’t dare say their names out loud. =P
Thanks.
I can’t tell you where I live though. I’m afraid of stalkers. 
Aww, thanks.
Will do. Thanks.
i have a crush on a coworker and i dont know how approach him
dddddddddddddddd
My crush wanted to have a relationship with me but I can’t approve it because I’m still in a minor age.:oops:
I really really love him thou,:cry:
My love don’t want to talk to me..:cry
My crush wanted to have a rlationship with me but I can’t.:cry:
I really really love him:oops: