The Outback is EVIL!!!
I feel fat. And ugly. Mostly fat. And with it comes ugly.
So what if I went shopping for like, three hours today?! I gained back all the calories I burned, maybe even more than that. Why did we have to meet our dad at the Outback Restaurant and have dinner there?! Why did he have to order things he didn’t even eat and left it for us girls to subconsciously consume while he sat there and drank his beer? Why? Why? WHY?!??!?!!??!
On top of it all, I have a family dinner tomorrow. I was planning to show up in this blue halter dress I bought sometime in the summer. HAH! Let’s just see if that dress will still fit me now that I am slowly but surely on the road to being overweight. Jason says the average weight of someone my height (5 feet) is 98 pounds. I weigh a hundred. I’M OVERWEIGHT!!!!!!!!
So much for my diet. 
So much for trying to lose weight before Jason comes here. SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!!!
*fume, fume*
How in the world am I going to fit in that cute pink camisole with matching panty that I bought earlier?!?!?!?!?!??! And matching slippers to boot?!?!?!? I’m going to look so stupid in that, with all my fats oozing out!!!!!
Forgive me if I’m not making any sense. Weight gain is a very big deal to me. I live by the modern-day stereotype that skinny girls are pretty. Not that I’m saying that fat girls are ugly. It’s just that….I dunno. I don’t like the fat to be on me.
Okay, I think I should shut up now.
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[...] fat. And ugly. Mostly fat. And with it comes ugly.read more? lauryn @ 10:16 am [...]
I totally feel for you. I’m grossly overweight so let’s lose weight together! Go lauren!
ok u don’t have to listen to me cuz i’m an ignorant asshole guy… BUT… i just wanted to say that you’re beautiful the way you are, no matter what. and u shouldn’t have to apologize about not making any sense. u make perfect sense cuz it’s YOUR blog and YOUR emotions. anyway, even if i can’t completely feel for u, i’m trying to. hang in there :-
you’re only a hundred pounds??!?! man, now i should lose weight!! i’m overweight too!!
Laur, shut up.
We’ll fix that before Jason come alright? 
Umm, being two pounds over the average weight doesn’t make you OVERWEIGHT!!!!!. It makes you average. I doubt that scales are even accurate to two pounds.
I weigh 100 pounds too, but I’m shorter than you are. And I’m definetly not fat!
your taking this a bit seriously Lauryn. I mean maybe in ur eyes you seem fat but to Jasons eyes your perfect! =) the worse critic in the world is ones selfs opinion. Laterz Girl!
you’re okay, lauren.
very skinny girls are not pretty
seriously lauryn, i find that u look alrite & sweet too…losing weight in one thing but dun over-diet k…ain’t good besides, like what moochs mentioned, overly-skinny girls are not pretty =)
eh u look fine to me Lauryn but if you think u need to lose some weight some exercise is better than any diet i think
Get dyspepsia! Pounds will take one look at you and run screaming…..
Two Pounds isn’t going to make a diffence. Worry when you’re, like, 40 pounds overweight.
Height 5′0″
Weight 100lbs
Body Mass Index = 19.5
Healthy Range = 20 to 25
If anything you’re slightly underweight!
this sucks. i don’t have access and unable to comment.
