When will all the eating stop?
After tonight, I realized something. There are so many gay people right now that it’s very hard to tell who’s gay and who’s not. I remember when a friend of mine was talking about how his roommate and he just had a fight, and I suddenly asked, “Hey. Are you and JR together?” And he laughed really hard and said no. I felt like an idiot for asking such a ridiculous question, but thank God he didn’t take it the wrong way. But you can’t blame me; I have never come across a guy who keeps telling me about how he and his roommate are always arguing, so it made me wonder. 
Tonight, my sister and I were introduced to two really good-looking guys (a Chinese guy and a Spanish guy) who were really friendly and well-mannered, and did I mention that they were really good-looking? But when we found out from a reliable source that the Chinese guy is gay, we were like, “Noooooooo!” Not to his face, of course. But talk about extremely disappointing! The Spanish guy’s sexuality isn’t confirmed yet, but we could kinda tell that he’s gay from his mannerisms and because he was prettier than us. Now I’m not homophobic or anything, but I guess if I were still single I would’ve felt even more jaded about “finding true love”. I mean, with everyone being gay now, wouldn’t it be harder to find your soulmate? Unless you yourself are gay too.
I wonder if being straight will be like, an obsolete thing several years from now. I don’t know. I can’t imagine myself being with a girl; it’s really not me. *sigh* I’m just glad that I fell love with a straight guy this time. It’s funny; it only took me one whole day of crying to get over him. And after that day it was like, I never really gave him a second thought anymore. So maybe I do think of him sometimes but I don’t wish that things could have turned out differently, or that we could’ve somehow ended up being together. And then for some reason, talking to him and being with him no longer feels as important as it did before. I still keep in touch with him, of course, but I don’t yearn for him anymore. I guess the number of years you’ve been in love with a person is not a good determinant of whether or not he is your true love. Oh well. I hope he finds his boy. Really. I hope he does.
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[...] at it’s very hard to tell who’s gay and who’s not. read more?… lauryn @ 09:53 am [...]
Have you heard Robbie Williams’ song, Supreme? “All the good women are married, all the handsome men are gay.”
There are no decent guys left. 1/4 are gay, 1/4 are priests, 1/2 are taken. There are exceptions of course…:D
I know the feeling. I was in FL once and there were these two guys walking on the beach. I was like…. WOW! Drop Dead …yummy! Then, they start holding hands and kiss.. I was like, DARN! *L*
what i hate is the gay men who are prettier than me!!!
I know. It’s like an insult to our femininity or something.