Long distance relationship rants

May 16th, 2003 with 187 views

I am lonely because I saw The Matrix Reloaded this afternoon. And while I enjoyed it thoroughly and had a good time with Chris and my sister, I couldn’t help thinking about how it’s the kind of movie that Jason and I would watch while cuddling at the back seat of the theater. So what if some people thought the romantic scenes were a little too much? I thought they were just right.

I am lonely because I was looking at someone’s prom pictures and I couldn’t help wishing it were Jason and me in those pictures instead. If only I were in L.A. right now, he would be going to his prom because I would be his date. But I don’t want to think about that, because “if onlys” just make me feel even sadder.

I am lonely because even though I spend as much time as possible talking to him, it’s still not enough. And I’m worried about the fact that we will have less time to talk to each other once school starts a month from now. If he doesn’t come here in June…I don’t know what will happen to our relationship. I would never leave him, of course. But the distance is starting to get to me. It’s so frustrating, not being able to be with him physically!

I am lonely because Jason just left for school. I miss him already.

WHYWHYWHYWHY???

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10 Responses to “Long distance relationship rants”

BLOGGED ---at the-protagonist.net on May 16, 2003 11:42 pm
[...] because I saw The Matrix Reloaded this afternoon. ..read more? lauryn @ 11:42 am [...]
Nikkiana on May 17, 2003 08:08 am
Movie theaters are not very condusive to cuddling… You spend most of the time with the arm of a movie theater chair stuck in your side and it’s most uncomfortable.
Lauren on May 17, 2003 08:27 pm
Not when you can remove the arm of the chair! You can do that in the theater I watched The Matrix in. Hehe.
Paula on May 17, 2003 10:20 pm
Namely Powerplant’s Club Seats! Hell, yeah! Francis and I enjoy those seats as much as possible. Haaay…Lauren, we’re suffering at the same time, kaya lang at the opposite ends of it. You miss Jason cause you can’t be with him physically, ako naman, I’m getting sawa of Francis lately. I’ve been seeing him twice a week and I’m getting tired. I want to miss him! Lolz….Pathetic, I know.
gail on May 18, 2003 01:27 am
Lauren! i have to tell you this! the movie adaptation of “Invisible Circus” was a spectacular, amazing, good, interesting movie :) i loved every little bit of it and i think it’s one of my top five’s it is climbing the charts, though i hope you get to watch it.

i hope i’m not saying this because i haven’t read the book yet.
Lauren on May 18, 2003 06:19 pm
Paula: How can you get tired of your boyfriend? Well actually, I kinda know what you mean. I get bored of people when I’m around them like, ALL the time. But I don’t think I could ever get tired of being with Jason once he comes here. In fact, baka mabitin pa kami dun! Hehehe.

Gail: I really hope the movie adaptation of The Invisible Circus is true to the book! I suggest that you buy it, the book I mean. I like the story a lot and I’m thinking that you probaby will too.
evie on May 19, 2003 06:12 pm
*hugs* Keanu Reeves made up everything for me
Paula on May 19, 2003 06:43 pm
LAUR!!!! Did you get your ORSEM pack?! Man…I can’t believe that I’m really going to Ateneo and the HELL with Assumption! Man…*shudders* And I just realized that we’re in the same School (Social Sciences) pa pala. The ORSEM website isn’t up and I’m quite pissed off cause they still haven’t put up the load we will take this school year in the website. The other Departments already put up theirs before summer even started! Wow…I’m whining…Lolz. I never whine. I guess I’m just really excited. Lolz. Okay, Paula stop. You’re freaking yourself up.
lauryn on May 20, 2003 08:16 am
How come you have your ORSEM pack already?!?!? I don’t even have mine yet! If I don’t get it by the end of this week, I’m complaining. Grrrr. :p And yeah, it really sucks how we don’t know our workload yet. I mean, I wanna start planning the schoolyear already. But noooooo. We have to be left in the dark until maybe enrollment day. :p
Paula on May 20, 2003 12:47 pm
Oi Laur…Grabe…False alarm. Thank GOD! I have regular periods and now Im late for six days. Thankfully, meron na. Now my head hurts plus my abdomen’s positively killing me…So should I be thankful for that too? ORSEM pack came yesterday, you’ll get yours soon. If you still haven’t gotten it, call ka na sa ADMU…:)