Sometimes I feel like crawling inside my photographs and staying in there forever
Gosh. It’s amazing how twenty four hours of not using the computer at all can seem like such an eternity. My mom and I had a fight yesterday and not only was I grounded from the computer, but she took away my cellphone, the laptop, and the phone in my room too. I wasn’t so upset about the other things. Although I might miss out on a few gimmicks here an there, at least being grounded from the phone and not having a cellphone would be an awesome way to avoid The Guy (who is impossible to avoid, even when grounded :P). Losing my computer privileges however, was a real heavy blow. But fortunately, thanks to my great negotiation skills, I am finally back online. Mwahaha.
And…wow. I have gone for more than 24 hours without talking to Jason! But it’s not a good thing because I miss him like hell. I was so upset that I forgot to eat breakfast and lunch. It was only around mid-afternoon that I decided to eat something. Not because I was hungry though, but just so I wouldn’t faint or get an ulcer or something like that. In order to keep my sanity intact, I decided to keep myself busy today. I spent my entire afternoon sorting out photos from ten years ago and putting them into albums. One interesting thing I noticed was how young my dad looked ten years ago. It’s so weird…his hair is almost all white now but back when my brother was still alive they were only graying. And his overall appearance is just different. He looked so much better, happier, and younger. I suppose my brother’s death must’ve aged him a lot. Either that or his drinking problem. *sigh*
I am so glad I got braces. I had such ugly teeth when I was growing up. I lost all my cuteness after six years old…whatever happened?
I hate aging.
Ooh, and I came across a picture of me and Erin when I was in LAX. Wow. That was so long ago. I think this was taken at 5 a.m.
Whenever I hear Jackie’s Strength, I remember her.
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[...] e computer at all can seem like such an eternity. [read more?] lauryn @ 11:00 am [...]
I’m a bit freaked out…Another creepy similarity. My dad also used to have pretty nice dark hair…Until recently it (I think over the past three years) turned completely white. More like salt and pepper. No one died though, it’s just weird that it’s like that. Oh…You got grounded? I got grounded yesterday too. Why?!? Cause I went to Powerplant without telling my dad who’s scared shitless about SARS. UGH! Now I’m banned from ever going out of this stupid house this summer….Niiiice.
All summer? Man, that’s sucks…I feel for you. And it’s so weird how we have all these similarities. Weird in a good way though.
Not just ‘all summer’ it’s more like until ‘SARS disappears’ from the face of the world. Grrr.
SARS is sooooo overrated by the media. It’s not even that deadly.