You mean more to me than any living thing

April 7th, 2003 with 129 views

Question: What have I done in the past two days other than talk to Jason?
Answer: Nothing else!!!

I need a life. Not that talking to him is not a life, but you know what I mean.

Looks like I’m gonna have to stop my playgirl existence. Jason and I are now an official couple. I decided this afternoon when we were talking on the phone (
here are the reasons why I changed my mind, if anyone cares to know), and although we’re both happy with the desicion I’m a little nervous about it. What if something goes wrong? What if things don’t work out? I’ve never been in a serious relationship before and I don’t know if I have what it takes to handle it. I know I’ve already had a boyfriend, but he was more of a kissing partner than anything else. But I dunno. Maybe love will conquer all. Maybe for once, things will happen the way I hope it will.

So, yeah. I’m not single anymore. It’s a strange feeling, but I guess it’s only because I’m not used to it Oh, and the best part is that the whole thing is legal. Well, pretty much. My mom knows, but I haven’t exactly broken the news to my dad yet. I know he won’t be too thrilled to find out, so I’ll wait till the time is right. Wow…his prediction turned out to be correct. I did end up having a boyfriend at college..actually, even way before college even started.

Something just occured to me. Suppose I get a crush on someone. Like an innocent, harmless, you’re-cute-but-unreachable crush. Does it mean that I’m being unfaithful?

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4 Responses to “You mean more to me than any living thing”

DJ FMF on April 7, 2003 10:41 pm
if u have a sort of a little crush on someone else that is not considered being unfaithful, unless if ur trying to get hooked up with this other person or somethin then u should be having second thoughts. an old friend told me that u are just infatuated by their beauty or looks nothing else, thats the type of crush u might be experiencing. its not bad though, so don’t worry aight? laterz Chris A.
carlo on April 7, 2003 11:09 pm
Happy trails to both of you
johnny on April 8, 2003 12:24 am
hey lauryn! how nice a cool Daria layout! she’s like the coolest animated char i know. hahaha anyway, glad to know u are deeply in love with someone. its a wonderful thing to be in love
Jo on April 9, 2003 07:40 pm
No, it’s not being unfaithful to crush other people. It’s human nature to want to get with a variety of people. If you occasionally find yourself thinking about someone else when he kisses you, it’s a normal and healthy way to get it out of your system. As long as you’re not actually doing anything with other people he should understand.
Stop thinking so hard about what could go wrong. Just relax and take it as it comes.