I was just wondering if I could be you
The song Jealous by Nina has been stuck in my head all freaking day. I can’t stand that song the way I can never stand senti songs. And the most annoying thing is, I can’t even find it to download because Nina is a local artist. If I don’t listen to it, the song will play over and over again in my head until I am driven completely insane. But I guess I don’t really mind the lyrics of the song much…I can kind of relate to it.
And speaking of jealousy, I am soooooo jealous of my sister! She’s definitely studying at CSA next school year. Like how lucky can she get? 
My friends really don’t see why I have to feel that way since I already got accepted into a good university and all. Still. We’re talking about high school here. CSA is only less than five minutes away from the house…I could’ve woken up an entire hour later during school days. And it’s co-ed and they have a prom. My sister went there today for an interview and she was saying something about “cute guys”.
You know, something tells me that my sister will find a boyfriend even before I do. I wouldn’t be at all surprised if that happens.
Ugh, I cannot believe I just squandered away four years of my life in an all-girls school with a lousy administration staff and people I can’t really relate to. Unfair! I wanted to move to CSA during my junior year too, but then things got screwed up. My mom found out about Tonic and he was also moving there since he got kicked out of Ateneo cos of low grades. And since I’m not allowed to have a boyfriend…grrr. Oh well. I really believe that certain people end up being part of your life whether you like it or not. Even if I didn’t meet Tonic and my parents allowed me to move to CSA during third year, I would probably have ended up meeting him there anyway.
So much for digging up the past. Moving on…
When I have kids, I will not let them study in exclusive schools. That’s like the worst thing you could to do your kids. Or maybe I could let them study in an exclusive school that actually has decent interactions. Oh well. There’s really nothing I can do about where I go to high school now, but at least my all-girls school experience was pretty interesting. It wasn’t necessarily all good, but at least I had some pretty exciting moments. Maybe I’ll write about it someday. Or not.
I can’t believe that it’s only Wednesday, in the middle of February. My finals are on the second week of March and graduation day is on April 1. College seems very, very far away.
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[...] ool) next school year. Like how lucky can she get.[read more?] lauryn @ 05:44 am [...]
yes yes the daria layout rocks
nice new layout! oh, you’re graduating on april fool’s?
i hated it when my parents transferred me to another school! i mean, i love miriam and its way way better than the school they transferred me in. i know exactly how you feel! when i was a freshman in hs, i really wanted to transfer to assumption or csa, because i think i’ll fit in there better and they’re really known for being great schools. it turned out that my mom didnt allow me to transfer since we’re moving to the states back then. but sometimes its interesting to think about what could’ve happened — what if i didn’t transfer from miriam? or what if i studied in assumption? but keep on reminding myself that i cant do anything about it now, so its better to live in the present and not dwell much on the past..
tc!
I know what you mean Kychie..it’s not so good to dwell in the past. But we masochists like to do it sometimes.
Yeah Im graduating on April Fools’ Day. Funny.
I was usually intimidated in my co-ed school. Maybe it’s because I was shy.. and the boys were mean. heh
geez….well, i’d do the same thing to my kids (not enroll ‘em in an exclusive school), ’cause, for one, i never studied in one….in fact, sometimes, i think about how different my world would’ve been if i did…
meanwhile, there’s no time for what-could-have-beens for you, i guess, even if your high school years were part crappy and part good…just look forward to college and how different the world will be once you step into it (well, if it’ll ever be different)….then again, you’ll get there when you get there. just be patient, okay?
take care now. >>
Hey lauryn! well, at least you’re going to college already. You’re finally gonna escape those things. Well, c ya @ ORSEM/school next yr. ehhe. baka nga blockmates tyo. lol
Yeah! Uy ha…sama tayo sa ORSEM.
with me, it;s kinda different. I enjoyed high school so much I am actually dreading college.
see yah in ORSEM too. Hope we will meet.