I shall not envy lovers, but long for what they share

January 16th, 2003 with 185 views

Ugh, I just came back from school and I am so tired. We had two shows of Aida today, and I could tell they were both a success because our director didn’t yell at us during the ten-minute intermission. Thank God. We’ll be having our last show tomorrow night and although that means that I’ll finally be able to go home at 5 p.m. instead of 7, I gotta admit that I’m gonna miss all that rehearsing. It was really fun while it lasted, and I even made some friends and all. But you know what, I’m actually looking forward to settling back to my normal, boring routine of school, house, homework. I guess I just want to get my last weeks of high school over and done with already.

I think I might be slowly becoming antisocial or something. I don’t mean to say that I’m completely avoiding people or anything like that. But lately I’ve noticed that I’ve been spending more time sitting down and thinking about random stuff (mostly love) than socializing or hanging out with my friends. My own world is always easier to deal with than reality. Probably because of the sparse population.

I’m sorry, I can’t think. It’s been a real long day.

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6 Responses to “I shall not envy lovers, but long for what they share”

BLOGGED ---at the-protagonist.net on January 16, 2003 06:38 pm
[...] completely avoiding people or anything like that. [read more?] lauryn @ 07:37 am [...]
carlo on January 17, 2003 12:33 am
i myself, most often just sit down alone and think of things (like in your case, love is one of them)..sometimes that thinking brings out ideas and realizations i hardly imagined, and oftentimes makes me feel good anyway, don’t stress yourself out too much…and enjoy the last days of high school. it will be missed come college.
shine on January 17, 2003 03:53 am
you think too much girl. love is a lot more fun to think about at this age. when you get older, you get down to more serious stuff. i hardly think about boys anymore =/
kychie on January 17, 2003 11:18 am
me too, i just love to sit down and think of A LOT of things. sometimes, i call it daydreaming, but most of the time, i call it a reflection– on my thoughts and feelings. yeah, like psychoanalyzing. we’re introspective, and we’re cool just like that!
lauryn on January 18, 2003 12:05 am
There’s a big difference between thinking about love and thinking about boys.
Jigs on January 19, 2003 11:12 pm
no comment hehe