I know the truth, and it mocks me
Tori Amos has been stuck in my head all day. Today I found something that has been lost to me for more than a year. It was so weird because I never expected to find it at all. I didn’t even plan to look for it, not really. But out of impulse, I began searching, and two seconds later I was staring at it. I was surprised that it was so easy…it was as if it was just waiting for me to discover it all this time. For a moment I felt triumph, but now that I have the chance to think a bit more rationally, I’m not so sure I should be very happy about finding it. One year hasn’t changed a thing…an entire lifetime probably won’t make a difference.
After I found it, I didn’t know what else to do, so I picked up my guitar and started playing random notes until I was able to form a song. Well, it’s not a song exactly, more like a tune. It doesn’t make much sense to me yet, but it kind of had a sad touch to it…so weird how things suddenly inspire me to do stuff I’ve never been able to do before, like write songs.
My voice sounds like crap, deep and bedroomy. I hate bedroom voices and thanks to my cold, that’s what my voice sounds like right now. My cold hasn’t gone yet and I will probably piss everyone off tomorrow with my sniffling and nose-blowing while taking the SATs. Oh well, who cares. It’s not as if I’m going to see those people again anyway.
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nice site. i’m having probs with mine and i’ll prolly wont be finishing with it soon. expect that i’ll be a frequent visitor… =)