It’s so much easier to stay down there than to sit up here exposing myself

My tummy feels so flabby right now and I really hate it. Guess that’s the consequence of slacking off on my sit-ups–I haven’t done it in two or three days. I know it’s not good to be stick-thin, but then I’ve got a rather nice belly button and I might want to show it off one of these days. Naturally my tummy will need to be flat, and I’m still working on that right now. Plus, my class is going to hold a fashion show on Monday for Home Ecs. and I’ll need to look thin for that cos I’m going to be one of the hosts. It’s going to be interesting cos everyone in my class has to wear something feminine and model it, even the butches. Oh, I would pay big money to see those butches walking down the ramp in a dress. Fortunately I won’t need to.

My Home Ecs. teacher invited six other teachers to be judges in the fashion show. They’re going to pick ten girls who are really good at walking down the ramp and those who get picked won’t have to take the Home Ecs finals. Now I really want to be exempted as much as possible. Problem is, I’m not so sure I’m good at this modelling thing. Sure, I can put on an expressionless face but I don’t really know how to walk and how to turn. And since I’ll be wearing heeled boots, my biggest fear is that I will slide or trip. The other section had their fashion show yesterday and Angelica told me the floor was kinda slippery. I swear, I would totally die if that happens because the judges and my classmates won’t be the only ones watching. Some grade school kids, the other junior class and a couple of high school classes will be spectators too. And I will not be able to survive humiliation in front of practically the entire school. Maybe I should go around the house in my boots the entire weekend so I can get totally used to walking with it.

I’m getting my guitar tomorrow! Oh yeah.