But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you

My Chemistry teacher is a meanie. We just had a test yesterday and she wants to give us another quiz tomorrow! Where’s the justice here? I really don’t see what the moles of cupric oxide have to do with the rest of my life, but I guess high school chemistry is just one of those things people have to go through in life. Sort of like getting your first period or something. Except I take Chemistry everyday so it’s not really the same thing. *sigh*

I’m not really a big fan of Pinoy show business, but I think it’s really sad that Desiree, the girlfriend of Vandolph died at midnight last night . Vandolph is this semi-celebrity here and he and his girlfriend sneaked out from their homes to spend a weekend in Baguio. Well they ran into a car accident sometime in the night when they hit an eight-wheeler truck. And after three weeks of fighting for their lives, Desiree died and Vandolph only slips in and out of consciousness. He doesn’t know his girlfriend is dead yet and I’d hate to think of what his reaction would be. Now I don’t like admitting it, but I’m a sucker for these really sad love stories. It doesn’t improve my mood or anything, but you know what masochists women can be sometimes. Well anyway, this tragic story is one example of why I think love is nothing but a waste of time. You do all these sacrifices for the person you love, but for what? One day you will die. Or one day he will die. Or one day he will leave you for someone who is prettier than you, or smarter than you, or more witty than you. The point is, even though you pledge each other undying love it’s not gonna be forever. And I don’t know why people even bother.

Perhaps it is because I am anti-love, but I really feel like shooting the radio whenever I hear love songs playing. I cannot stand these stupid sentimental songs. Especially Brown Eyes by Destiny’s Child. There was this one day in school where my classmates played that damn song over and over again. Fortunately school was over before it drove me completely out of my mind. Talk about really insipid lyrics: “I know that he loves me cos he told me so.” Well, he may tell you that he’s in love with you, but for all you know he could be seeing another girl and is just saying how much he loves you so you won’t suspect a thing. Well anyway, I really hate that song; I think it should be banned from radio airwaves or something. Not everybody believes in the existence of true love and love songs are kind of an insult to those people.