And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like I love you

I was out practically the entire day shopping for presents for my friends. I always buy my presents at Greenhills because it’s cheaper and there are like, a lot of choices. You’ll need a lot of patience though, because it’s such a big place and there are millions of stalls you can go to. At some parts it was so crowded, you could smell what the person next to you had for lunch. But Greenhills is such an awesome place for shopping. There were a ton of things I wanted to buy for myself–particularly this very adorable purple flannel blanket! But my mom didn’t want me to get it because she said I won’t be able to use it..I was rather disappointed but oh well. And I did buy a couple of things for me like a long denim skirt, two black tops, black eyeliner, a black string kind of necklace, hair scrunchies (black–don’t I just love variety?) and umm…black thong underwear. Yep, my very first g-string. I tried it on awhile ago and it felt so bare, like I didn’t have any panties on. And for the first time, I noticed that I had stretch marks on the very upper part of my thighs…not pretty. Oh well, I just wanted to know what a thong feels like. And now I know, and it’s not that bad really.

My friends told me to get them clothes, but I had a hard time finding sizes for Glyka and Angelica because they were either too small or too big, respectively. So I got them something else. I had to walk around a long time to find Patsy something..she’s a hard person to buy for because she doesn’t like knick-knacks except for orange things but there weren’t any available. I thought of getting her a top or something but then I was presented with a dilemma: I can’t tell if she’s a girl or a tomboy. On some days she dresses really girly but on other days she dresses like a tomboy. So after a lot of looking around, I just got her a shirt that was sort of in between. I’m pretty happy with my purchases though, I even bought something for my sister.

Well after shopping for four and a half hours, my mom and I went to the Power Plant to pick my sister who went out with her friends. We ended up watching Monsters, Inc.–very adorable movie! I expected it to be boring and dumb, like most kid movies. But I like the storyline a lot, especially the ending. The animation was really impressive too. After the movie, my mom bought some last-minute Christmas decorations and then we were too tired to do anything else. So we went home.

When I turned on the computer, I was surprised to see that Casey was on AIM for the very first time since he left for Germany. We didn’t talk for long though–he was tired and he had some things to do, I think. *sigh* I have mixed feelings for that guy…sometimes I don’t even know why I bother. Do I feel that way only out of habit (having these feelings all these years), or are my feelings actually for real? I made him a CD composed of non-sentimental songs that have not quite subliminal messages which sum up all the emotions I feel for him. I love expressing myself through songs I like..it makes things so much easier for me.

A week from now I will be at the rock awards…if Glyka can make it!