So help me with this barricade

t was cloudy and rainy today and while we were hoping the wind and rain would become really strong so classes would be suspended, none of the sort happened. This school year, classes were only suspended once due to heavy rain and it was just a half day at that. Oh well, at least school wasn’t that stressful. I wish the weekend would come quickly, I’d like to just stay in my room and rest.

My lips hurt and I don’t know why. I’ve been putting lip balm all day but they still feel raw, like they’ve been scalded or something. I have this bad habit of biting my lips occassionally and then sort of peeling the skin off with my fingernails. Maybe that’s why they’re bleeding and achy. Not pretty.

NOOOOOOO!!!!! Daniel Johns can’t be dating Natalie Imbruglia again!! (Read about it here…THEY HAVE A PICTURE TOGETHER!!! THAT SHOULD BE ME!!!) I swear, he just can’t be!!! He’s making a HUGE mistake!! What about ME?!?!?! God knows I could treat him a million zillion times better than any other girl in this crazy planet! So what if I’m not a famous, sexy, rich, rock star? I’ll be one some day!!! Complete with Grammies or Oscars or whatever!!! Ugh!!

Damn, I really should stick to my anti-love, anti-guy crusade. But I just can’t give up Daniel! He’s not just a guy; he’s a guy who can sing. I know it sounds so teenybopperish but you don’t know what it’s like to listen to him and watch him perform and just absolutely love him. *sigh* Is there really no hope for me? Like, guy-wise? Even my celebrity obsession is taken! *sniffle*

Hopefully they won’t last for long. Aren’t couples in show business always divorcing each other for some stupid reason or another?