I wanna disappear inside a dream and never wake up

God, I feel so sleepy. And it’s only 10 p.m.! Perhaps I’ll have a growth spurt soon, I hope. I hate being so short, even though it means I’ll look younger than I am when I’m forty or something. I’m not even sure I’ll live to see forty so please, please…I hope I grow two inches at least! Ugh, my eyelids seem to weigh like a ton but you know me, I try to make sure I write something almost everyday.

I called my grade school best friend, Celina this evening because I had nothing to do. I’d been meaning to call her for some time now but lately I’ve been thinking of so many things that I kept forgetting to. So anyway, I called her and she was real happy to hear from me. She sounds like the same old girl I know, and her mom is still as strict. She’s still not allowed to go to the mall or to friends’ houses. And she’s only allowed fifteen minutes on the phone but since this was the first time I called in how many years, we were able to talk for half an hour. We were talking like, nonstop…it was as if we were still real close friends all this time. We made plans to see each other at the Johnson and Johnson Cheering Competition sometime in November, and most probably her mom will allow her if she’s accompanied by her older sister. Anyhow, even if she won’t be allowed to go I could always go to her house during sem break since I probably won’t do anything except lie around my room and sleep some more. I can’t wait to see her again. But I can’t imagine a life without going out with my friends..I wonder what she does to pass the time.

I really have to go to sleep now.