Don’t be afraid to stare, she’s only naked

I don’t know why but I’ve been feeling rather sleepy the past couple of days. Perhaps I’m actually growing taller? I hope so! Problem is, I don’t exactly have the time to take naps. And I need to stay awake all weekend because I want to finish my projects. Two of them aren’t due till after the exams but I don’t want to be making them during exam week when I’d rather be studying. School is such a hassle! I’m still getting pimples because along with thinking about all my school work, I’m getting paranoid over the anthrax virus. I do *not* want to die that way! And I don’t want any of the people I love to get anthrax either. Damn that Bin Laden creep.

I added my cam pics in this site since it was pretty decent (or so I thought). Too bad there aren’t any male cams…I bet there would be a lot of hot guys showing off their abs and pecs! :drool: Now compared to many of the girls there, I look so innocent and young since I don’t wear any makeup. But I kind of think it’s real pathetic though, the way some girls show their cleavage just to get hits. One girl seems to be aspiring to be a Playboy centerfold or something cos she actually showed her tits–very pathetic since mine look so much better. I mean, hers are all saggy and she’s not even pretty and…okay, I’ll shut up now. Really though…it’s kind of sad how far some people will go just for a little attention. I noticed that it’s only the pretty girls who don’t have the need to show off their boobs or their tummies. And they probably get a lot of hits too. Anyhow, I decided to put my cam there anyways because I want to promote my site. Besides, even though I do look younger than everyone else, at least I’m still *cute*. Ooh, I bet I’ll get a lot of hate mail for that last remark..well it’s true! Guys tell me so. ^_^ But I’d rather be called “cute” than “hot” by guys. I’ve observed that when a girl is called hot by a guy, it’s like they’re not really interested to know the girl within the sexy body. But when a girl is cute, at least the guy would still want to get to know her more.

But if there’s one thing I don’t like about guys, it’s when they make promises they don’t keep. Guys that don’t keep their promises turn out to be real assholes. Better to know YOU are an asshole NOW than finding about it much later in the future. I don’t believe excuses that one is busy with their life cos everyone is busy . It’s just like “sorry I was late because of the traffic” when it’s a known fact that the traffic jam is always there. What’s up with the world today?!

I want pink hair!!! I swear, I will go to college with pink hair. I got inspired by this girl who has really awesome hair…I’m sooooo jealous! I hate my school for not allowing us highlighted hair at least. What’s their problem anyway? Aren’t we allowed to feel confident about our hair? I swear it, on the day of my graduation, I will do something radical about my hair. Dye it pink or something. Celebrate my freedom. And wait and see what their reaction will be. Ooh, I can’t wait!