I will stare into the sun until its light doesn’t blind me

Ooh, I feel sleepy. I just watched The Mexican with my parents at Glorietta 4 and although it dragged on for too long it had a lot of funny parts. I don’t really like long movies, unless the story is really good, cos it gets too boring and when it does you start thinking, “Okay, when the hell is this goddamn thing gonna end so I can go on with the rest of my life?” When I was buying my popcorn at Tater’s I looked around for this girl who worked there named John. Yes, John. She looked like Angelina Jolie with cropped, blonde hair. Me and my friends saw her once early during sophomore year and we were all wondering why a really pretty girl like her was working at Tater’s. She had a big tattoo on her leg and that’s what intrigued me most about her I think. I mean if I were to get a tattoo, I would place it in a place that could be covered up by clothing, like my ankle or my lower back. I change my mind a lot and if one day I get bored with my tattoo all I need to do is cover it up and I’ll have no problem. Whenever I buy popcorn I think of tattoos. I’m weird, I know.

My sister left for the States this afternoon at three and I’m kind of going to miss her constant door-slamming and phone-ringing. I really, really wanna go to the States! I might go to San Francisco next year for two months with my family and I really hope it pushes through. I did leave my heart in San Francisco; to me it’s the most beautiful place on earth. I always thought that I’d live in Niagara-on-the-Lake, this town in Toronto. It’s very postcard picturesque and the cemeteries looked soooo beautiful but it was just too quiet, too far from the city. Another thing about San Francisco is that I won’t be lonely because I’ve got family and friends. When I grow up I am definitely going to settle down in San Francisco.

Jeff is coming to the Philippines this June! Oh yeah! I am really excited…we’ve been friends ever since I was ten or eleven so it’s good to finally meet him in person. He used to be a real nerd when I first met him, so stiff and formal, but he’s changed so much now. I can’t wait to meet him.