Want to be your slave

Blah, I’m tired from the long ride home…my ass hurts from sitting down during the seven-hour ride from Baguio (we left at 1:40 P.M.) On top of that, I miss my love so much and all throughout the ride I kept thinking about him. I had this really bizzare dream last night where me and Levin were together and I couldn’t stop thinking of that dream all morning. I wondered if the universe was trying to tell me something, that maybe Levin is the one for me. But eventually, I came to my senses and realized that I was just being stupid. It was just a dream and I’m sure it didn’t mean anything. I may have a million zillion crushes on other guys but I seriously believe that I can never love anyone else other than him (my love, not Levin). I love you always dear, please don’t ever forget that.

My trip was all right. The weather was cold, a drastic change from the searing heat in Manila. I loved it. The moment we got there, my mom and I immediately headed towards the vintage shops because that was the entire point of our going there, aside from picking my sister up at camp. I bought a lot of clothes and silver jewelry because silver can be expensive in Manila and I thought I’d take advantage of the prices in Baguio. We ate out mostly and I was totally stuffed. I swear, I could live in Baguio–everything I need is there! Cold weather, vintage shops. The only thing I don’t like about Baguio are the bugs. Ugh.

I found a centipede crawling on the ceiling of the room where my sister and I slept. We stayed at dad’s ancestral home–a really old but pretty house that dates back before World War II. There must’ve been a small crack in the window or something, how else would have it gotten in? I waited for it to disappear before I could flop down happily on the bed. I left for a few minutes and when I came back, a roach was on the ceiling. I hate roaches!!! I was scared it would land on me and I freaked out and screamed at my sister, “Kill it! Kill it!” Ugh…she didn’t though, just as well because the roach was directly on top of the bed and if my sister killed it, it would probably land on the bed and I’m not gonna sleep on roach germs. It went away after awhile though…thank God.

We were supposed to come back tomorrow but my dad wanted to go home today because our driver couldn’t stand the cold and my dad was worried he would freeze to death (how can anyone not stand the cold?). I met Maria (from the Protagonist boards) today and had lunch with her and her friend. She’s really nice and talkative–just as well because I tend to clam up the first time I meet people. Isidra dropped by for a few minutes to say hi, but she couldn’t stay cos she was with her boyfriend. After lunch, we left Baguio and endured the seven-hour trip. My legs were cramped and my butt was hurting the time I got home. And here I am.