I fit right in your perfect skin

Nothing much really happened, except that school ended half an hour early today so I ate out with my friends once school was out. I find it so weird the way I’ve been eating so much lately. Not only did I finish my rather humongous burger way before my friends finished theirs, but once I got home I devoured two servings of pesto & pasta and almost an entire can of corn. What I find even more weird is that I’m not really paranoid about my weight like I was before. My self-confidence is building at an amazingly fast rate. I noticed that I don’t give myself mirror checks as often as I used to, and that I’ve stopped asking my friends every two seconds if I look okay. I can’t exactly say that I think I’m a knockout, but I’m really happy that I am the way I am.

My favorite part of my body is my ass. I love the way it looks sexy yet at the same time proportional to my body. It sticks out, but it’s not wide and it doesn’t make me look fat. Whenever I want to impress a guy, I skip the usual loose jeans and baby tee and put on a nice top and some capri pants or tight-fitting bootleg pants. I guess I could say that I like my boobs as well. I used to think that breasts were a real nuisance; the way they always bounce when you run or jump, how much they hurt whenever someone accidentally (or purposely) slams into you. Of course, breasts are still all that painful shit but I have my friends to thank for my newfound confidence and appreciation. They’re always complaining about how small theirs are and whenever they’re not complaining they tell me, “You’re so lucky to have really big boobs!” They exaggerate of course, but it boosts my ego a lot whenever they tell me that.

My hair is being really nice now. It doesn’t fly away like it used to and I love the way the tips curve to the inside and frame my face. My skin could still use some more improvement but it’s not that bad–I only have the scars of old pimples to worry about. I still think that my tummy bulges out too much, which is why I avoid really tight-fitting tops (also cos they make me look like a slut). Overall, I think I look really good. Beautiful, even.

Thank you for making me realize that.