mutual understanding

Grr, my left hand is in a bandage coz it’s been hurting all day. N E way, forgive my shortcuts, it hurts when I type. My day was cool, except the popular peeps teased me infront of Corrine. I got embarassed. Who wouldn’t? I mean, they said I had a crush on her INFRONT OF HER FACE. The ultimate thickness of their face! Grrr…I ignored them anyway. Then this girl Jaymee, was passing around this secret. We were seated in a circle and at my left was (ugh) Corrine. Jaymee was seated two people away from my right and she passed this secret: “Patricia and Kathleen are MU (mutual understanding).” She made me pass it to Corrine and much as I hated to, I did. It was just to prove that I had no crush on her.

I was bored and was looking through old letters, old pictures, etc. I came across the photo of Eric, my first penpal that was a guy. It was amazing really. We were very good friends and on 1996, when I was new to the ‘Net, we wrote everyday. Now, not a trickle. I don’t know what happened to him. I guess I’ll never find out.

My mom told me that some of the boys at choir were staring at me when the choir master would get the choir pieces. I hate being in the third voice! There are only two girls there, me and a girl named Marianne. Well, one day, Marianne was absent and I was the only girl there. Ugh! Why can’t I be in the first voice? My voice is high anyways! What’s with the people in this world??

To top it off, Celina was teasing me to this really cute guy at choir, Raymond. I didn’t have a crush on him since I don’t know him but she was teasing me anyway. And you know, I think he heard her! He’ll tell all his guy friends and they’ll whisper and laugh about me. Talk about total humiliation! My life is over.

I’m not making any sense. My hand is beginning to hurt again.