what kind of person am I

Today, we had new seat arrangement. I was disappointed because the peeps surrounding me are the popular girls. And they’re pretty boring coz all they ever talk about is who’s got a crush on who. So when there are no teachers, I was just sitting there. And as I sat there, I thought of myself. I thought of what I think of myself. I asked myself questions then I wrote it down on my notebook. So from there, I drifted away to Mars.

First of all, what kind of person am I and useless stuff about myself. Well, I’m a sensitive, quiet person. When I meet someone for the first time, I’m quiet at first but then I loosen up. When two people are talking, I usually listen to them and usually makes a witty comment. I have a very loud laugh and a very shallow sense of humour, meaning, I laugh at anything (including at the stupid things I do). I’m not a very descriptive person, I don’t tell stories very well and it takes me a long time to find the right word to describe something.

Second, the kind of people whom I really hate. The question struck me as one of those girls named Sharlene said, “Lauren, Corrine is looking at you.” I made a face at her. I hate people like Sharlene. Um, what’s the term for that? Nevermind. Anyway, so what if Corrine is looking at me? It just means that I’m super pretty (as if)! I also hate the feeling people. The popular kids say that the people in my group, the sort of childish people are the feeling people. Well excuuuuse me. They should look at themselves and see how feeling they are! They are the ones who are supposed to erase the board for example and then one of my friends end up doing it. And while my friend does it, the popular people say, “Hurry up, slowpoke.” How I hate people like that.

I also hate stupid people. My classmate Rochelle and I were playing a spelling game before this little daydream and I told her to play “sotay”. She said, “s-w-a-t-a-y”. Hel-lo? The answer was as plain as day! It was in the pronounciation! Anyway, I sighed and quit the game. I also hate the stupid KCI members who ask stupid questions like “How do I join?” The answer is already in the main page! Can’t they read or something?

Finally, I thought of the things that I should change about myself. First of all, is my sensitivity. I can’t totally change my sensitivity since I was born that way but I should control my emotions better and not treat little things like they’re such a big deal. Next is my being nosy. That got me into trouble many times. Well, that’s going to take sometime because I just have to know everyone’s secrets! Then last is a change I finally did. I learned to shut my big mouth. I don’t know but I have to tell at least one person a secret! But now, I haven’t told anyone a single *new* secret.

I broke of my little daydream as the teacher came in. The popular girls shut up. The teacher droned on. And I went back to Mars.